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trashfemme: today i had a bad body image day so heres me being fat trigger warning: ed talk / fat hate in the past two weeks i’ve been “moo”d at and had some guys talk about what a fat bitch i was right in front of my friend when i went into an atm. my last workplace environment (which i recently quit) was filled with girls who were a similar size who severely triggered me because they were on “strict diets” and talked constantly about calorie counting. these are just a few select recent instances of bullshittery, and of course i’ve been subject to more in my life time, but most of all, i’m just sick of always feeling like there is so much fucking media and energy and conversation out there working AGAINST the little validation that i give myself. i’m just frustrated. i don’t want to be looked at as “the other”, the “hot for a fat girl” / “one fat girl i’d do” / the fetish. i don’t want you to MAKE SURE i know you wouldn’t fuck me, MAKE SURE i know i’m unfuckable in your eyes. i don’t want you to assume i’m going to beat everyone up or be violent or irrational or a giant oaf because i’m a “big girl”. i don’t want to be verbally abused because i dress in fucking summer clothing or wear a bikini at the beach. i don’t want you to point out specific parts of my body and critique them because they are “weird” because they don’t look like a skinny person’s body. i don’t want to hear that i’m the “wrong” kind of fat. i don’t want to have to be reminded of my past self-loathing and eating disorder EVERY SINGLE FUCKING DAY when i go to work, despite complaining (with no action on management’s part taken), so much that i feel like i can’t even work anymore. like what the fuck just let me fucking be i am a multifaceted human being with emotions and most of all I AM NOT DOING ANYTHING TO YOU SO FUCK THE HELL OFF >:|
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trashfemme: chain hits my chest ~
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